Zendik - Art Community or Labor Camp?
I’ve had these folks try to sell me their magazines on more than one occasion at various music festivals. I’ve never bought one, but I probably will next time I get the chance. I just didn’t have any money the other times.
It really seems to me that these people are getting people who want to be socially or politically active and they get them to believe that Zendik is making a difference and promoting art when in actuality they have very little time to devote to their passion because they are almost always working. Read the article and you’ll see what I mean.
http://www.washingtoncitypaper.com/cover/2005/cover1104.html
Some excerpts:
Urban legends swirl around the city about this commune and its hippiefied ambassadors. Some say it’s a sex cult. Others assume the sales reps are part of an anarchist or fringe left-wing group. Others simply have no idea what these dreadlocked hawkers are doing—or why.
To find out, I spent a few days on their commune—then tucked away in the mountains of North Carolina—just before their move to West Virginia. Slowly, the farmers’ world opened up to me as they became more comfortable with my presence, though never entirely so. I painted houses and sheds and dug a latrine alongside the men, prepared meals with the women—the commune missed most of the women’s-lib movement, tucked away as it is—and interviewed past and present members. What became clear is that “Stop Bitching, Start a Revolution” seems to be more of a slogan than a mantra: The Zendiks do decidedly more bitching than revolting.
Arol Zendik, the lone survivor of the founding couple, accomplished that by imparting some “wisdom,” which later several of the farmers specifically referred to as just that: “What did you think of Arol’s wisdom?”
Arol is quite clearly the leader of the commune. In a string of mostly anti-Zendik posts from former members at hipforum.com, one disgruntled ex-farmer writes: “If you do go there, ask to see the quarters where Arol lives; and then ask to see where YOU would be living if you decided to move there. Be smart.” The Zendik Web site is just as clear: “Arol, 65, is the heart and soul of the Zendik movement.…Arol is a leader in the best possible sense of the word…Arol’s overview is tremendous, and includes every aspect of our work and lives.…[S]he pushes herself and everyone around her for more.”
Amy Welsh, a Milwaukee-based poet, unpacked her bags in Zendik’s Carolina guesthouse a few days after I arrived. (All new arrivals are quarantined for 10 days in the guesthouse. The new home in Marlinton still has no guesthouse, so visiting is heavily restricted.) I had some inside info on Welsh, having been around several Zendik men while they talked about her impending arrival. She had come a month earlier on a rare night that the farmers were partying. They advertise on their Web site that they make their own beer, but from what I saw they stopped short of drinking it, or much of any alcohol for that matter. But apparently on that night each farmer had had his or her fill, and a great time was had by all, including Welsh and her long-term girlfriend.
The gentlemen on the farm, when her arrival was discussed, tended to focus on her sexuality. They doubted that she was a “real” lesbian and were convinced they could overcome what they saw as a minor barrier.
She told me how excited she was to be in a place where she could focus on her art. I had been there long enough by then to know that she was in for a rude awakening. Very few of the members do any actual art—there’s no time; everyone’s working—unless you count work as art. The Zendik philosophy, as articulated on its Web site, refers to “Life Artistry,” which “takes the rigors of Art—the workmanship, the daring, the objectivity and intensity of focus—and applies them directly to the problems of Life itself, providing a framework of critique and self-awareness that is woefully absent from our common day-to-day reality.…In this way, Life itself becomes the Art, an object of endless fascination, where there are no limits on the potential of imagination and creativity.”
Three months after my first visit to the farm, I got a call from Welsh in Milwaukee. “They kept telling me that I was only a lesbian because of the influence of the Death Culture, and now that I was in a loving family I should embrace my hetero side,” she said. The line didn’t work.
Though she was disturbed by the incessant advances, she said, the real reason she left had more to do with the lack of revolutionary zeal on the farm. “They advertise themselves as revolutionaries, but they’re nothing but a bunch of dropouts…who couldn’t hack it in the real world. I mean, there’s nothing wrong with that, and I wish them the best, but they shouldn’t try to recruit people who are actually interested in making the world a better place.” And though they relentlessly bitch about politics and politicians in their publications, Welsh said, they don’t vote. More than just that, Welsh was shocked by the workload. “They work all day long,” she said. “There is no time for art, even if anyone there was actually interested in it.” The final straw, she said, was when they tried to stop her from leaving for a day for a gay-pride parade. She shouldn’t miss work, they told her.
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Hi,
I noticed your blog appears right away if someone googles Zendik, and you know, the problem is that Ryan Grim’s article in the Washington CityPaper is just really lame writing. I left Zendik myself after several years there, and I can say (and have direct evidence substantiating) that it is definitely indeed a very destructive, mind-controlling cult.. very scary shit. Problem is: Grim didn’t know half the truth. If so, instead of writing an almost campy article about how they get up at 4am to milk goats and all worship meatloaf as their favorite meal, he could have revealed some of the really terrifying things that happen every day there to undermine the individuality of residents and basically enslave them to provide for the Almighty Arol and her daughter. My advice: stay far, far away from that place. Whatever you do, don’t support them by donating money. Eventually, it’s doomed anyway.
Thanks
I lived at Zendik for awhile, and there are very personal sharing with the group type of scary things that go on there, but calling Zendik farm a cult seems like an overreaction to me. the fact that everybody who lives there has to work so hard is because the goal is to create a new and different kind of culture, oriented towards co-operation as the medium of exchange, instead of money. Just because the Zendik folks don’t use money between themselves living on a farm doesn’t mean they don’t have to use money with the rest of society, which would not accept their “lifestyle” and would come take the land away without it. So they sell magazines and shirts and music that they make to have the money society requires. It’s interesting that the stuff they sell is all about changing society and getting rid of money, which apparently intrigues people enough to support them.
Thanks for your comments. I only know what I read, what I see, and what I think - and all of those have been known to be inaccurate at times. I appreciate you both sharing your experiences. It helps to give people a broader picture.
Ha! A new and different kind of culture my ass… if you call a culture oriented toward “cooperation” one where the two elite heads of state regularly order all kinds of doodads and decorations from catalogs, go for massages, outfit themselves with lingerie.. have the lesser mortals stock their private fridge, clean up after their ill-trained pets.. a culture where everyone else is expected to defer their medical/dental/basic needs, slave on the street working 16+ hours a day several days a week.. and then, to top it off, have a rotating schedule of public humiliation and group “therapy” wherein all but the aforementioned elite are regularly dissected and judged to be not “commited” or “honest” enough to match the standards of this “revolutionary new culture”… And trust me, I am only bringing up the light stuff here, it goes deeper. The really shady stuff can’t and shouldn’t be mentioned on a public website, but I am not exaggerating or inventing one thing. You’d do the world less of a disservice by donating your $5 to the Republican National Convention.
LOL. Yeah, El Duce, Arol and Eloi (see Wells’, Time Machine)-Fawn [ed.note. Arol's little Napoleon wannabe daughter] are fucking fascists with zero erudition and black hearts. They are so retarded and throughly illiterate that they do not even know how closely they mirror the Orwellian paradigms like 1984 and Animal Farm (”Some are more equal than others”.)
Look, they are just dishonest little gang leaders and should be given the same respect one gives a Cobra or Jesse James. Steer clear unless your ready to dispatch their asses.
Lock & load
El Diablo
cult, dangerous cult actually.
i know so.
lived there, very happy i’m done with that.
I also lived at zendik for many years, and am familiar with the complaints and criticisms posted here by people who left zendik. Media articles have never captured the nature of the community because reporters only spend a few days and never experience the day to day challenges of learning and working to live by the holistic philosophy practiced there. basically, it’s hard work to be honest and take responsibility for everything a member takes on, specifically the social and personal sharing aspects. It’s tough to live there because it’s a 24-7 commitment and most people eventually want a release from the pressure. But calling them a cult is just bitching. Stop Bitching and start a revolution…
You poor brainwashed little thing, you…
Sure, sure, reporters did indeed only spend a few days there and thus have a pretty impoverished understanding of Zendik Inc. But some of us were there a least a year (or much longer). This is plenty of time to glean the over-all hypocrisy of, El Duce, Arol and her little Eloi cum Napoleon Fawn.
And just to be clear, I think hypocrisy is normal/base-line in all of us. However, the level of malicious and cynical lying on Arol’s part is so grossly out of wack from their putative ‘Truth-Way’ and/or Crevolution that it strains credulity for one to even pretend that Arol or Zendik Inc is anything but a cynical sham.
Look, these are grifters and craven little neo-fascists. They are like any other con-men who should be avoided at all costs. Like the US govt; Christians; and Late-Night Info-Mericals– these cults are inimical to the individual human spirit.
One need not look any further than the fact that all the mothers there have been separated from their kids sans one: FAWN. If the objective truth were the goal there then maybe Fawn would have been one of the 9 or ten that were “terrible” mothers and thus punished. But since it’s an autocratic regime with an illiterate mongoloid (with retrograde personal aesthetics btw) running the show– her daughter, the Rex Mundi in waiting, is beyond the reach of this Truthway(inc). Sound familiar? North Korea anyone? DeathKulture Anyone?!?!?!?
I could give a 1001 more examples (i.e., empirical evidence– to the lawyers and readers in the audience) to buttress my assertions, but why bother? People like “ex-Zendik” will just wave them away with the oblivious hand like the religious (i.e., non-thinkers) are apt to do with evidence that runs counter to their “beliefs”. (Think: Dinosaurs bones were put her to “test our faith” in a 6000 year old geo-centric world view. lol.)
Lastly, calling them a cult is merely accurate, my friend, not merely bitching. Bitching, however, is ALL Zendik inc. seems to do– and if one doubts this, maybe one could ask where (over the rainbow) this rEvolution of theirs is exactly? Cuz I am able to give LONGS and LATS on their INCESSANT bitching (Arol’s Podcasts are non-stop non-sequitur-laden shibboleths that can ONLY be described as inert bitching. What tangible fucking gains have they made toward any paradigm shift? NONE. Yet, Arol will deride REAL revolutions that have actually achieved some real gains for humanity as retrograde and un-hip– but Zendik Inc has achieved exactly SQUAT and will never amount to shit due, in part, to the fascistic leadership that mimics Orwellian totalitarian social orders to a comical degree. They are retarded in every sense of that word– as all the smart, honest, and creative ones have left by now.)
EL Diablo
I have talked to many of the members through World of Warcraft. I have pondered for many years since ive found out what it is they actually do, what it would be like to live there. Is there anyone who could give me a day to day schedule of what goes on.
-skinny
EL-Diablo, did you live at zendik for about 17 years? Just curious
Dearest Psycho (i.e., Arol)-watch:
17 years? How specific. Let me apologize first off for that Hawthorn-like run on fucking sentence in the last paragraph of my last post. Jeeeeesus, it aint like periods cost anything. Sorry to my fans and the children who may read that; punctuation is our friend (say it with me).
I lived there XX (redacted) years and it gave me plenty of insight into the good and bad of that place and its leadership. Plus, I have kept in contact with long-time members and recent apostates who are able to provide more and more empirical evidence of Zendik’s denouement (the details are pretty scary actually).
I wish I had a (stop?) bitchin’ T-Shirt right about now that would engender fundamental social-order change. You got any for sale? XXL is my size btw.
L Diablo
Dear ‘interested”
1. wake up at ass-crack of dawn
2. eat gruel
3. work for EL Duce Arol
4. lunch…
5. hear something funny OR get told you are a worthless piece of shit )it’s a crap shoot)
6. work for mini-Duce Fawn
7. dinner
8. watch retarded hollywood movie with mostly illiterate cult members
9. go to bed in a room with >10 people OR maybe get laid (and get herpes)
10. run away and never go back OR stay and become a cynical grifter with the ethics of a Wall-Street stock broker.
Lock & load!
Is the Ass-crack of dawn considered 9am, I wish I could wake up around nine everyday and on sundays wake up around 11 or so. However, I do have a job and have to wake up at 5 or 6 am every morning. As for work, it is tough to run a farm with 23 people and sustain a message. I have friends on the farm. As for a couple people running the place, I would rather agree with that, but what place that any work is done, does not have that. Sleeping with a bunch of people is just the way Communes are. I do not know any commune where they have individual rooms. As for the food, I do not believe you would consider organic salad, free range meats,eggs, home made bread and home made cheese to be gruel. Unless you are looking for Wendy’s. Besides if people do not like it they can leave at any time, as you did. But these are just my opinions.
Hahahahahahahha (cough cough hack hack) hahahahahaha.
Look, let’s just admit that you live there now; and send me my t-shirt. Also, you may want to look up the word “reify” and its political usage. You seem to do this to a lot of phenomena and think we don’t have enough IQ points to know any better. Saying “that’s just the way communes are” is a bit like saying that’s the way people are– there is quite a bit of novelty in each neuron so thus there is a lot of room for variation.
Fascism by any other name would still smell as shitty. You can justify autocratic regimes by again reifying their inevitability. Merely because they exist in modern capitalist (i.e., top-down totalitarian) models doesn’t make it ethical. In the 16th century divine monarchies were “just they way things were”, but we evolved past that shit didn’t we. Me thinks it’s time to evolve again kiddo.
At Zendik I was awakened unnaturally by a little Laotian while it was still fucking dark out. Currently I get up as I awake naturally around 8 am (sun light wakes me up like Satan intended). So nobody wakes me up (nor does an equally annoying alarm clock) cuz i run my own fucking show now. I run my own business and have a lot of creativity and free time, so your faux-lament vis-a-vis your job falls a little flat with me. See, you don’t have to choose between Zendik or wage slavery– their is a another option. It’s a false dichotomy you posit and i suspect you know this…
The gruel comment was satire. ok? They do eat pretty well. I eat better now (all organic and a lot more of it– shit you should see my grocery bill)), but they still ate pretty good. It was a joke.
Lastly, running a farm with 23 people is a lot easier that running one with 60 though isn’t it? LOL. The rats are fleeing the ship young lady…
“You think this wise boy, crossing swords with a pirate?” — Capt. Jack Sparrow
“Try enjoying the life you’ve chosen” — Bill Hicks
For one, I do not live there but I do date someone there. I have dated this person for about 2 years. I do live in a completely different state and do have a government job. So your accusation that I do live there is not true, yet. I still have a few bills to pay. I am curious as to when you last lived there. From what I have heard and seen, things have evolved there and still are. That is what happens, all things evolve. Except Hate, when one holds anger and hate, they can never truly evolve. Nevertheless, if you choose to hold onto anger and hate, that is your choice. I am just putting out my opinion and observations. But I guess by responding to this, I opened myself up for belittlement and attacks. So let them fly and enjoy yourselves.
Oh and by the way sleeping with a bunch people was meant as sleeping in the same area.
El Diablo, I have just one more question. What where you doing in life before you went to Zendik?
Arol hit her best carpenter, C. She should learn to control her anger, no?
While I don’t agree with Psycho-watch’s assessment of the situation…I can confirm, through a little IP snooping, that he/she is telling the truth about job/whereabouts.
Don’t be alarmed by this Psycho-watch…all webmasters have access to this info, it doesn’t reveal who you are or anything like that…just where the IP is located and who it is registered to. I will not say what gov agency you work for, in the interest of privacy, but I can at least let people know that you are not lying about it.
The IP proves nothing. The text could have been written by a Zendik, then emailed to the government worker, then posted. It’s sorta like perjury.
Kaila/Kaila’s beau:
You’ll notice that I respond to each one of your points (and then dismantle them). This is a tactic that in the literary world we call an actual conversation– you know, a dialectic of sorts… (see: Hegelian Dialectic)
At any rate, even though you ignore the salient points I make, I will respond to your questions, cuz that’s the kinda fella I am. But first I’ll have to respond to your inchoate assertions and accusations.
First of all, your, “when one holds onto anger and hate, they can never truly evolve” assertion, is categorically not provable. Further, even if it is demonstrable what evidence (theoretical or empirical) do YOU have to buttress these outlandish claims? Or are we of the new-age, “we don’t need no stinking evidence” religious nuts? Are we the kind of people who just say shit and expect that, by dint of us saying it, it makes it fucking true?
See, when I say that Monarchial rule was monolithic 500 years ago and that no republican democracies were even on the horizon in the western world that isn’t something I made up– it’s a fact that can be cross referenced. So, maybe you’ll wanna re-check this “when one holds on to anger…” shibboleth. See, I posit that anger is beneficial, because it seemingly motivates one to action. My evidence you ask? Observe the beasts (e.g., “mad as” hornets, bears, dogs, et.al.) and then ask yourself if their anger may have served them evolutionarily speaking? Observe 6 billion years of evolution and the predator/prey relationship for starters. Whose that turning red with shame in the corner?
Further, hate itself is a quite natural emotion, and all your new-age hippie dippy horse-shit aside, I myself find it harmoniously in-line with my personality; in fact she is my muse. Much of my grand (and poetic even?) prose is written from that place and sister (or is it brother?) it moves people. Now, I am not in a class with Thomas Paine but as an historical anecdote and analogy that guy wrote from a place of pretty obvious anger and hatred (of religion and the Crown) and he, by all accounts, motivated a nation of people to rebel against tyranny and start their own republic! Quite a feat yes? Quite a noble feat at that, yes?
So, maybe my little scribblings (motivated by hatred of autocrats and injustice) might indeed compel a smaller, but genuine group of people to lose their chains as well. Who knows? However, tangential results writ large aside, being nice and zen-happy while maybe in order (and fun) for the <100 IQ crowd, some of us more complicated beings need a little natural-aggro in our lives in order to remain somewhat honest (that is still a noble goal yes?) and sane; the bio-chemico substrate of Testosterone is paramount here as well I might add. You sound like a girl so you just may have to accept the notion that you’ll never truly understand us truculent boys (and our endocrine system)…
Lastly, Arol did seem fit to unburden herself of her own building violent rage (or anger and hatred if you prefer) by physically striking Chazz. This fact was witnessed by two independent observers and is thus verifiable. I wonder if you are willing to lash Arol with this cat-of-nine-tails lecture you’ve given me vis-à-vis “anger and hatred”? It would be a test of your honesty, courage and overall ethical constitution either way—I know if I saw her moo-moo wearing ass I’d call her a fucking criminal con-man without a leg (or frontal lobes) to stand upon if she tried to preach that “pacifism” cum “zen-peace” horse shit all you phony ersatz peace-niks bandy about with zero credibility (see: Derrick Jensen’s, Endgame). But, maybe you just wanna get along; not rock the boat as they say.
In all honesty I’m a pugilist by nature, but I feel compelled to tell you that, you, my friend, are just no match for this…. so I’ll leave you be as long as you stay down… lol. Oh, and while the moderator tried to assuage our anger at your seemingly false claims of who/where you are—I can say in all honesty we all think you are either Kaila or Kaila’s beau and so let’s just call a spade a spade. If this is untrue feel free to deny it, but, I think our psychic instruments are pretty well tuned to this kind of shit (but we could be wrong, shit, it happens). I’ve made ZERO attempt to conceal my identity really (beside the nom de guerre of course—but I’ve left quite an obvious bread-crumb trail). Thus, if this is Kaila or her paramour then I suspect she’ll know exactly who this is… lol.
Ok, to answer your questions: I was, in my pre-Zendik life a PC, liberal, idiot; I worked for an environmental non-profit and was scared of my capacity for violence. On more than one occasion I’ve said (and meant—but I repeat myself) that I am eternally grateful to Zendik for the balls they gave me. They changed my life and made me the mostly satisfied individual you seem fit to mischaracterize as monolithically angry and hateful. However, they are a tyrannical sect of liars and petty grifters and thus, I will lampoon them like any other bullshit artists that cross my aim-point 50mm reticle. They gave me the balls and insights to be honest, and while they may feel exempt from the Truth-wayInc, I do not offer any such pass. All tyrants feel like the rules do not apply to them. And like all these autocrats, Arol is wrong: the rules most definitely apply to her and Zendik inc.
L Diablo
I happen to know for a fact (by dint of her IP address) that Thermal Girrrrl is Tooootally HOOOOOOOTTTT!
[ed.note. this is satirical. I hate having to say this, but fundamentalist zendiks cannot glean the satire from my posts. It's as Utah Phillips once said about fundamentalism: "it breeds a lack of irony"]
lol.
I love everything.
If this is Siah, you are a piece of work. If so I am curious, what is this business you talk of?
My guess is Thermal Girl is Neyci…. Not to sure about Arol watch
Anyway, I am not going to respond after this. I have wasted enough time here, and will be on vacation with my kids for week in NC. I hope everything turns out well for both you and your kids. Enjoy your life!!!!!!
The triumvirate (you always post in 3’s?)
Kiala’s paramour:
Jesus, your psychic compass is so far off true North it makes me wonder if you’re ready for Zendik. Your guesses are all wrong; and now I wanna tell you who we all are just to prove it. But, alas, I won’t cuz it aint my call to out anyone else. But as for me I aint Siah— jesus he wouldn’t write in this style at all. He’d probably think it a bit too ornate and cocky for his tastes. Ya know?
Anyway, Kaila will know exactly who this is if she takes just a bit of time away from selling T-shirts to look at a round of e-mails from a ex-zendik asshole she happen to call up one Sunday and ask for help. She may remember the tone and tenor (and charming historical references) of those little epistles and the initials LJM may bounce around in her little apparatchik head. So, young man, you may wanna run this shit by her.
NEXT:
As Bill Hicks said, “you’re on a mental vacation”.
NEXT:
I don’t have any kids, the state said my vasectomy was a success, and I’ve got about 10 girls (18+) who’ll agree I shot blanks the whole time.
But thanks for the warm wishes. You, too, have fun with the kiddies in NC and I can’t wait to hear you’ve joined up with the fascist mongoloids of West Virginia and ruined your life and that of your spawn. Fucking COOL!
LOVE and PEACE and never a harsh word from me,
L Diablo
P.s. I am indeed a piece of work, huh? lol. I wonder why I live alone?
PART DUEX:
Notice the total lack of commitment to buttress their own claims or refute mine. Psycho-watch is a light-weight, and should stay down. There is no saving face at this point, just stay down.
Nope, wrong again, Thermal Girl is NOT Neyci because I am Neyci, and those weren’t my posts. I’m not even sure that Siah knows about this thread, so I doubt he has posted here either. I could jump on the flame war but I will withhold my comments, namely because they will be useful in a court of law in the immediate future and I wouldn’t do anything to damage my credibility.
Although I enjoy this thread, I do have to throw in one thing: it’s pointless. It’s pointless only because Zendik Farm, if it continues to conduct itself in the manner that it has, is digging its own grave. No need to interfere… have at it! They are doing a splendid job. Gratz!
Nice of them to do that for us.. leaves a lot of energy free to go on enjoying life post-Zendik.. which I find to be quite lovely, beautiful, fun and fulfilling.
So who gets the farm in the end? When Arol passes away, will the property be held in trust or in Fawn’s name? What of the remaining assets? Custody issues? Does anyone skim on the road trips?
These are the real questions.
What’s with the World of Warcaft obsession?
Why is the website down right now? Has Siah been censured?
What’s with all of those Level 1 pseudo concepts?
Sounds like bad sci-fi…
Zendik spelled backwards is kid nez…how clever! That would be my Zendik name!
lol. kid nez. in the end the worms will get the farm…
Lock & load!
holy shit.